The Search

The search has always been there.  The journey is about discovering meaning and purpose, about living spirituality, about relating to the More, about understanding my silence, about connecting seemingly disparate phenomena, about living love, about making sense of the underlying principles in my life and other people's lives, about understanding the deep energy that is inside and outside of me and each of us, and about so many other things.  During this journey I have learned much, found truths and lost them again, encountered people and have developed a deep respect for The Search.  

Of course this search comes in waves, always present, calm, violent, beautiful, fierce, lulling, forceful and so on. In my life The Search shows in big and little ways. The story of my search is waiting to be told.  The search is quite present now, activated in a new and different way - a week after an event called the Collective Consciousness Conversation.

The event caused the familiar holy unrest.  Do I want to attend a mystery school, or do shamanic training, learning how to read auras, or learning how to channel my energy more productively, return to deeper silence, continue my Tarot book, write more journal, be a different kind of priest, change jobs? The holy unrest is helpful and shook me up, like a puzzle that suddenly multiplied in size and fell apart - waiting to be put together again.  The conversation with my friend H today was helpful in realizing that the drop longs for the ocean and already knows the ocean.

  

I decided to build on what is already present and expand on it, rather than learning something totally new.  I think.  The idea came to me of writing about what I already know about The Search and what I am discovering as I continue the journey of The Search.  That is what this blog is about.